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| 01:04am 25/05/2008 |
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I Really miss all of my friends from back home...
Catherine, Kiera, Rian, Ellen, Sarena, Adina, Eugenie.. I miss you all very much... I just wanted to let you guys know.
If I forgot someone's name I'm really sorry.. it's late and I'm very tired... |
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| 12:52am 27/12/2007 |
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Kinda cool
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| 07:05pm 15/10/2006 |
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mood:  blah music: Headlock - Imogen Heap
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Thanksgiving was a BLAST!! |
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| wow, it's been awhile... |
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| 11:45pm 12/10/2005 |
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mood:  sleepy music: Three Doors Down - Be Like That
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*blows off the dust on his LJ*
ok, so it's been more than awhile since i've posted on here... but hey, there was a LOT of personal SHIT going on this summer of my life, that i just really didn't want to post comments too. I didn't one anyone to be insulted or offended by what i had to say and i didn't want anyone to get hurt based on comments posted. SO, i made all my posts private :P hehe
ANYWAYS, things that happend in the past few months!
I got promoted to key holder/shift leader at Bluenotes! woot! I got a raise.... but i also got a raise before i got my raise o_O go figure.... if you want me to explain just ask, i'm too lazy to type it all out right now. My district manager is really proud of me and the job i've been doing. Yay! I miss seeing my friends at college every day. I miss my friends from Ontario an insane amount! hehe Pron. Go Big C, Ellen the adventurer, and Quiera!! rofl
So, recap, me and greg broke up awhile ago, couple months later Blaine and myself start dating. In short, I have a new boyfriend. Blaine is very nice sweet and treats me great. I will refrain from going further into this incase Greg happens to read this, cuz i don't want to upset him.
My Aunt Jackie is coming to visit me next weekend! WOOT!! my first ontario visiter! Makes me happy!
ummm..... *thinks*... oh yeah! I'm at the woodgrove store this week for work because their manager is on vacation and they need someoen to help open and close with the AM while we train their third key at rutherford. and monday... you know... thanksgiving day..... well, it was my first day there being in charge... and well... i thought " hey, it shouldn't be too busy because people will be at home sleeping off their turkey dinner...".... Man was i WRONG! it seems like EVERYONE decided to go out shopping o_O! so i nearly had a heart attack.... but i was ok later, as it slowed down at dinner time while everyone had their second (or first) turkey dinner.
anyways, i should have gone to bed an hour ago because i have to open tomorrow morning. night night, and later days |
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| 10:32am 26/05/2005 |
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mood: blah music: Jack Johnson - Breakdown
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
wow.... aside from the 100% cheating part, this is pretty close to acurate.... *glowers at the cheating part* I would NEVER cheat on ANYONE!
You are |
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ROFLMAO!!
Your Seduction Style: The Natural |
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. |
iiiinteresting ~ |
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| 06:32pm 01/05/2005 |
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mood:  aggravated music: the sound of my feet screaming at me to just sit and be stil
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ok, all and all today was a pretty shitty day. I extremely dissappointed in greg, i had to spend a VERY uncomfortable car ride to work with his mom >.> AND it was so busy at work that we hardly got anything done, and the store was a complete mess when i left, i did such a quick job vaccuming before i left that there's still a pile of dust bunnies in one corner. OMFG today SUCKED! The only good thing so far is that i had the best sales out of the 3 of us at work. HOPEFULLY tonight will be a little better when i go to swylana to see brodie and becka...
.... My GOD my feets hurt! and i work from 9:30-6:30 tomorrow with mel, just the 2 of us! I don't mind working with her, it's just the fact that if it gets really busy, we're screwed. |
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| 03:16pm 28/03/2005 |
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mood:  awake music: Just Dance - Jamiriqui ( for lisa and kiera :P)
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Rather Experienced
You are 55% pure |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 13% on purity |
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||||||| | 53% | | Stability | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Mystical | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Artistic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Religious | |||| | 16% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Narcissism | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Work ethic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Conflict seeking | |||||||||| | 36% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||| | 36% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Avoidant | |||||||||| | 36% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Wealth | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Dependency | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Change averse | |||||||||| | 36% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Food indulgent | |||||| | 30% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Vanity | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||| | 50% | |
| Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com |
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| Sshwicked movies I wanna see... |
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| 11:14pm 22/03/2005 |
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mood: grumpy music: The Servant - Cells
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OMG so many good looking movies that are coming out! I wanna see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (looks hilarious, plus, Johnny depp, come on!), Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy looks pretty goo too, Mr. and Mrs. Smith looks awesome, I still wanna see House of Flying Daggers (sooo pretty looking), and, of course, Sin City! woot woot! looks fucking amazing, but alas, i will not get my hopes up..... too high ^_^;;
I love this song, tis from Sin City!
The Servant - Cells
It'll all click when the mortgage clears
All our fears will disappear
Now you go to bed
I'm staying here
I've got another level that I want to clear
My skin feels like orange peel
My eyes have been vacuum-sealed
My organs move like a squirm of eels
We should be more adventurous with our meals
They annoy me those who employ me
They could destroy me
They should enjoy me
We eat chinese off our knees
And look for each other in the TV screen
The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I want to do with you
On the city's skin they move on mass
Like a rash on the back of a manky cat
Now in I go like a fool
I can't resist dipping in the pool
I watch them watch me I watch them too
Across the street across the room
I dress myself like a charcoal sketch
My eyes are brown and my hair's a mess
They annoy me those who employ me
They could destroy me
They should enjoy me
We eat chinese off our knees
And look for each other in the TV screen
The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I want to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I want to do with you
The sun goes up..
The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here
Oh I'll still be here
The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here
Oh I'll still be here
The sun goes up…
Everyday everyday everyday...
On another note, I move in 10 days! 10 days! I can't wait to get out of this house, mainly to get away from Rylan, but also because this house is kinda gross with the rats in the ceilings and all the ants. I'm counting down the days... even though i will miss living with Adria *pouts* she was an awesome roomie! To bad her and rylan come as a package >.>
anyways... I'm also quite addicted to world of warcraft ^__^;;; heh, soooo addictive! and the night elves are pretty! |
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| 05:34pm 10/03/2005 |
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mood: aggravated music: Sounds of TV
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God damn allergies be trying to kill me slowly! |
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| 01:29pm 05/03/2005 |
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mood: aggravated music: TV Sounds
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You Are 15% Left Brained, 85% Right Brained |
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
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Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male |
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
haha lol! |
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| CREEEEEEEEPYYYYYY~~~~~ |
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| 05:10pm 03/02/2005 |
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When Cancer and Virgo make a love match, a strong, down-to-earth relationship with staying power is the happy result. This is a relationship with great potential to get better and better over the passing years. Both Cancer and Virgo are goal-oriented and disciplined. They are sincere and devoted to one another and share a strong sense of purpose. No lightweight love here: These two were not really built for flings! Cancer and Virgo deeply admire one another: Virgo respects Cancer's quiet strength and dedication while Cancer appreciates Virgo's keen adaptability and intelligence.
These lovers may get off to a slow start, but over time, bonds will only grow stronger. The Cancer-Virgo love match prides itself on common sense and strong principles over fluff and inconsequential or fleeting connections. They enjoy the material comforts of life, but they will only feel good about their bounty if it has come as a result of honest hard work. There could be tiffs if Virgo becomes too critical for Cancer's easily bruised feelings; Cancer needs to understand that it's just Virgo's nature to point out what they observe, that it's not a personal attack. A Virgo may bristle at their Cancer mate's stubborn streak, but it's a trait that a patient and understanding love partner like Virgo could come to appreciate. Also, Virgo's urge to serve suits Cancer's affectionate, nurturing nature well.
The Moon (Emotion) rules Cancer, and Mercury (Communication) rules Virgo. Though they're very different planets, they're both near the Sun and therefore always in one another's neighborhoods. The Moon is a mothering influence; it's about cultivation and fostering growth, which are both central concerns for Cancer. Mercury is all about communication, and it's an androgynous energy -- Virgo will adapt and take on the form that it chooses, the guise that best serves a situation. Virgo takes an intellectual approach to life (especially compared to the emotional Cancer), but still manages to be perceptive and intuitive enough to figure others out if they choose. Good thing for the Crab, then, that a Virgo mate can get a feel for devotion and domestic fulfillment if that's what their Cancer lover desires. These two won't argue about fulfilling one another's needs. They'll work at it and relish the rewards of their conscientiousness. |
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| 02:18am 29/01/2005 |
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mood: frustrated music: sounds of tv and my brain musing
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BIG RANT TIIIIIME..... i know this is scattered and doesn't always make sense... so shutup about it....
... ok... my roomates are great people and usually we get along so well... but lately i dunno...
I mean I'm the ONLY one that actually cleans the house. and by that i don't just mean cleaning off the coffe tables and such. I mean, I'm the only one that cleans the counters around the sink, and cleans the stove and washes the floors and cleans the toilet and vaccums thoroughly... I'm the only one that worries about energy usage... since my room has the whole in the wall by the window and seeing as it's right in the centre of the house, I hear EVERYTHING. every little noise, everything. Rylan has no respect for me because he stays up all night either on the computer or watching movies or spinning. No matter how many times i ask him to keep it down his still so bloody loud. i mean i can even hear him spinning when he's just got his stupid head phones on. And anytime i clean the house i never get so much as a thank you or anything. I pay for half the groceries in the house, though i shouldn't because there's 3 of us living here and I probably eat the least at home. Rylan is ALWAYS home and he never goes out to even TRY and get a job... and i just can't take it anymore... i feel so unappreciated because even after i don't get a simple thank you for cleaning the house... the house is dirty in less than 2 days. I don't care if no one washes the cups or the cutlery, I don't mind washing those by myself... but rylan and adria always leave pots and plates in the sink and i have to either remind them, ask them, or do them myself... I even said to rylan today., "you're welcome for doing your dishes AGAIN, even though you've never thanked me before" and he just said "i've done your dishes before, it's no big deal" let me just say... He has bearly EVER had to do ANY of my dishes. especially not within the last 3-4 months. but i;ve had to do his SO many times.
I don't want to cause an argument but i don't know what else to do. I can't afford to live on my own, and i know my parents can't afford to support me either... but at the same time i can't stand living with them. My house is disgusting. the tables are always sticky, there's always plates and cups lying about. the deal was, that as soon as you're done with your dishes you wash them, and whoever makes dinner doesn't have to clean up (besides their own plate). And i'm usually the one that makes dinner but i never get a simple thanks that alone appreciation. I'm just so frustrated and i don't know what to do and i don't want to cause conflict. oi! and i forgot to mention that all the pressure for paying the bills is on my shoulders. when adria doesn't have money to pay and i have to wait for her to get money. but if i don't have the money for bills then she makes me feel so guilty
UUUUUUURRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Christmas Recap! |
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| 12:25pm 31/12/2004 |
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mood: groggy music: Jakalope - Pretty Life
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well, on Dec. 8th i went back to ontario for christmas. I was a little scared at first, afraid that things would be so utterly different that it'd be really awkward... but you know what? It was almost as if i had never left at all.
"The more things change, the more they stay te same." - some person
I had a great time back there, and i didn't realise how much i had missed everyone until i saw them again. I mean of course i knew i missed them, i just didn't realise how much. I think it's safe to say that we all had a really awesome holiday *smiles* i know i did.
I got so much stuff for christmas this year and i am so thankful for everything! I will not bother typing it all out though, i am to lazy.
I was SOO happy that i got to hijack greg for a night while i was there! He was at his grandparents in new market, which is a half hour drive away from where my parents live. I missed him so much while i was there and that one night was not enough, but i was extremely happy i did get to see him. My ontario friends got to meet him!! woot woot! hehe and everyone really liked him! *beams* I was happy!
I just wanted to thank everyone back in ontario for making my christmas the best! I had such a great time, you all made my break! and i will send out an email to you all just incase you don't read my lj. i miss you all already!
On a lighter note, Greg gets back today!! *smiles all huge like* I missssssss him sooo much!! but i get to see him today *does a little dance* and it's new years eve! which means tonight is Old Skool! woot woot for new years rave! It's going to be so crowded though! oi! and thanks matt for holding that ticket at the gate for me!! You're awesome!
anyways, i just woke up so imma go grab some juice and then shower.
Later days all! *bounds off* |
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| 10:52pm 24/12/2004 |
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mood:  confused music: Oasis - Wonderwall
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ok, by some odd occurance, my family, my aunt Jackie, and myself found ourselves in a conversation about homosexuality.... wasn't that fun.... *sighs* Anyways, they decided to say that they didn't mind homosexuals, so long as they didn't see it, though my aunt is much more accepting of it seeing as she has a gay friend,... and my sister has it set in her mind that homosexuality is wrong.... *whimpers*.... I have never felt a stronger urge to tell my parents about my sexuality, as well as greg, as strong as right then and there... i felt so out of place and rejected, even though they don't know.... I told them that i would defend my friends to them if i had to... and i really wanted to tell them that i would defend myself, even if i shouldn't have to... it hurt... to hear them have that conversation....
reading my friend Ky's lj today made me realise that i also want a place to belong... but i'm not exactly sure.... the only thing i'm sure of is that i definitely want one person with me no matter where it is... and i am also sure that i want my closest friends with me as well... even if i may not speak to all of them as often as i would like to, or should, they are a big part of my life, and i don't know where i would be without them. I want to be here, but i want to be there... yet i can only be in one place. I was so comfortable here until i heard that conversation today. I can't even begin to explain how deep the cut went, and how big the fear in me is to actually tell them. Is it wrong of me to hold off in telling them because i need their financial support? I feel selfish, and terrified. I am once again the little boy lost at the zoo. I'm tired of having to pretend who i am around them, but i'm scared to show them.
I really wish he was here... to hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok.. i said i was going to go save him from his granparents place, if only for a night... but i'm the one who needs him to save me.. if only for a night...
I know this all sounds pathetic and overly dramatic, and i know that a LOT of other people have it much worse.... but it's the truth, and it's how i feel.... i'm begining to dislike christmas....
Wonderwall - Oasis
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
We Are - Ana
See the devil on the doorstep now (my oh my)
Telling everybody oh just how to live their lives
Sliding down the information highway
Buying in just like a bunch of fools
Time is ticking and we can't go back (my oh my)
What about the world today
What about the place that we call home
We’ve never been so many
And we've never been so alone
[Chorus]
You keep watching from your picket fence
You keep talking but it makes no sense
You say we're not responsible
But we are, we are
You wash your hands and come out clean
Fail to recognise the enemies within
You say we're not responsible
But we are, we are, we are, we are
One step forward making two steps back (my oh my)
Riding piggy on the bad boys back for life
Lining up for the grand illusion
No answers for no questions asked
Lining up for the execution
Without knowing why
[Chorus]
You keep watching from your picket fence
You keep talking but it makes no sense
You say we're not responsible
But we are, we are
You wash your hands and come out clean
Fail to recognise the enemies within
You say we're not responsible
But we are, we are, we are, we are
It’s all about power then
Take control
Breaking the rule
Breaking the soul
They suck us dry till there’s nothing left
My oh my, my oh my
What about the world today
What about the place that we call home
We' ve never been so many
And we've never been so alone....
So alone
[Chorus]
You keep watching from your picket fence
You keep talking but it makes no sense
You say we're not responsible
But we are, we are
You wash your hands and come out clean
Fail to recognise the enemies within
You say we're not responsible
But we are, we are, we are, we are
It’s all about power then (we are)
Take control (we are)
Breaking the rule (we are, we are)
Breaking the soul (we are)
They suck us dry till there’s nothing left (we are, we are)
My oh my, my oh my
We are
We are (its all )
We are
We are, we are (take control)
We are
We are
It’s all about power
Then take control
Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night. |
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| 12:25pm 29/11/2004 |
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mood: sleepy music: cafeteria sounds
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well things are getting pretty tough, what with school exams and work and all. Getting pretty annoyed with my roomates for not cleaning and just them being utterly lazy all the time... Rylan couldn't do the dishes last night because he wasn't feeling well, but he can go to the bar, even though he had to work at 8 in the morning. School is stressful and boring.... i don't really like it all that much... i really like my job... Looking forward to going back to ontario for christmas, but still kinda scared at the same time... have to plan what's going to happen with me financially *shudder* Starting to get more hours at work now, which is good. Means i can buy more christmas stuffies for peoples .... hopefully ^_^;; Figured out what imma get for my parents, my aunt and my sister so far, and my roomies i think as well. I'm so tired because one of my roomates decided it would be fun to be loud at 7 in the morning and slam doors, cook food, turn on the tv and keep the volume loud... yeah... great times getting 4 hours of sleep before i have to work... great times >.> and i finally learned how to work the till at work this weekend yay!
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| 02:41pm 11/11/2004 |
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mood: sad music: Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne
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.... so.... sitting here bored out of my skull because someone is playing Halo 2 (an hour and a half has past now... probably more) even after I tell them that i'm BORERD OUT OF MY SKULL about 5 times.... but they continue playing.... can you feel the love.....?
This song is pretty... and sad.... go me, the angsty lj poster! I have joined the masses... Let's recruit!........
here's a clip of the song.....
"She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies broken inside
No place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes broken inside
Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reason why
You've been rejected (you've been rejected)
And now you can't find
What you left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs
Her feeling she hides
Her dream she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place" |
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| 10:20am 09/11/2004 |
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mood: bored music: Pretty Life - Jakalope
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... you know, i was reading this thingy the other day on how livejournals and blogs are simply for angsty overemotional teenagers... and then i went through my friends page and some of my onw posts... and you know what? they were right! man we're so whiny!
anyways, was just an observation... now i will go on to be angsty.
SO I haven't really talked to any of my friends from Ontario lately.... Sometimes I try to send out emails but people just generally don't respond.... so I stop, thinking that i'm just irritating them or something... On top of that, I'm kinda scared to go back for christmas... I mean I've been away for almost a year now... everything and everyone is going to be different.... I'm afraid they won't like how I've changed and that we won't be as close.... I'm scared and worried.... I really love them....
I'm afraid of what my parents are going to do about my $$ situation as well....
I have a new addiction for the time being.... Sims 2! ^__^;;; sad sad existance i lead
distracted now... g'night |
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| 10:28am 03/11/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: Sounds of American werewolf in Paris
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So, life has been pretty busy lately. I had to work friday, saturday, and sunday this weekend. I also went to a rave on saturday night called Naughty or Nice. was a lot of fun. But i had to leave at 3 cuz i had to work at 11 on sunday, which sucked. So i went to work after 3.5 hours of sleep. Needless to say it was a very tiring weekend....
School's a bitch and i hate it.... always have and always will..... have 2 tests on friday and another midterm next week. I also have a big essay due next week as well.... *mrrrs*
went to see the grudge tonight, was pretty good. Though i didn't have the best time because i wasn't in the best of moods.... no one tried to make it better either..... *sighs*...
well, i'm going to go read in the solitude of my own room.... I just don't want to be around people right now.... Night.... |
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| A Modern Proposal |
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| 12:29pm 08/10/2004 |
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A Modern Proposal
By:Ryan Callighen
Our population is ever increasing, and with that increase comes an increase in minorities. Amongst those minorities is the cult of homosexuality. Homosexuals are corrupt individuals who prey on young children and live unhealthy lifestyles. Homosexuality is wrong both morally and ethically, not to mention the fact that it goes against God. Something needs to be done about the increase of homosexuals in our society; we are unsafe in our own neighbourhoods. So here is a humble proposal in which we may deal with this epidemic.
Homosexuals are being to infiltrate the office place, and a vast number have already infected schools around the globe. They are slowly trying to recruit young children into their unhealthy cult. If we simply ban them from entering these environments, they will run out of money and be on the streets in no time. Thus they will have a need to reenter the working world. This is where we offer them a choice; either they conform to our ideals and become heterosexual once more, or they are banished to the streets. If they decide to conform, they will be monitored to make sure that they perform no revolting acts involving anything which may be considered homosexual. This will cure them of their illness and they will be able to function normally in society once more.
The reasoning behind the need to eradicate the homosexual cult, besides the obvious moral, ethical, and religious issues, also has to do with its filthy habits and illegal acts. Homosexual men have anywhere between twenty to one hundred and six partners per year, and not all of these partners are homosexual themselves. Of all reported cases of child molestations, 33% of them are committed by homosexuals, never mind the other 67%. This promiscuous way of life spreads more STDs than heterosexuality, not to mention that AIDS was started by homosexuals. IN the U.S. alone homosexuality accounts for 3-4% of all gonorrhea cases, 60% of syphilis and 78% of all homosexuals are infected with AIDS. It takes approximately $300,000 to take care of each AIDS victim, therefore increasing health insurance rates drastically. Thus, 78% of homosexuals cost health insurance companies a small fortune and, in turn, also increase the cost of living for other persons by a substantial amount.
As for the homosexuals who refuse to conform and chose to maintain their homosexual status, rich heterosexuals should use them for hunting. Release these “fairies” back into their natural environment: a large forest. Then simply “release the hounds” and hunt the fags down. Considering homosexuals make up about 1-2% of the world population, and the world population is approximately 6 355 543 400 people, than that means that approximately 127 110 868 people in the world are homosexual. Now, let’s divide that in a half to get on approximate amount of non-conformists. That’s 63 555 434 people. It should make for a fair amount of game.
As for what to do with there “fags” after they have been disposed of, we could use them to solve the world hunger problem. Of course we’d have to purify the bodies before shipping them out. I mean that’s approximately 9 533 315 100 pounds of meat. Imagine the people you could feed with that. The skins could also be used to clothe the unfortunate.
Now I know one can argue equal rights and give statistics like; 42% of homeless youth identify as lesbian, gay or bisexual already or that homosexual students are more likely to skip school due to fear or even drop out because of it. There are countless arguments to be made on their behalf, but how can one trust a group that lies about their percentage in the population (they say 10% when it’s really 1-2%) and goes against God. It’s blasphemy to believe that approximately 30% of murders are hate crimes due to homophobia. These are the people who are trying to recruit children into their cult and who encourage the transmission of STDs due to unsafe sex and unhealthy living. These are the people who say that in a survey of 191 employers that 27% wouldn’t hire, 26% wouldn’t promote and 18% would fire someone they suspect to be gay, when it’s obvious that there is no discrimination in the work place as of yet.
In one moment we can eliminate the homosexual threat on our society, reduce the risk of STD transmission, and solve world hunger, which, in turn, would help fix the overpopulation. Our society is being threatened with major health issues and is being challenged morally and ethically. God would want these fags eliminated as soon as possible and by any means.
Sidenote: As a homosexual, I do not I repeat DO NOT prey on young children or try and recruit people to be homosexual. I do not approach little boys and offer them a chocolate bar as long as they promise to like boys when they’re older or make them seal their promise with a kiss. I do not belong to any cult… that I know of… Anyways, that’s beside the point. I’d just like to point out that this is simply a satirical essay with the intent to express the need for equality around the world…. And I don’t want to be hunted and skinned and shipped off to third world countries to feed and cloth unfortunate people. |
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| My LJ Revamped |
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| 03:18pm 07/10/2004 |
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mood: sleepy
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Well i decided to revamp my lj yet again. I really liked the eye in a picture so decided to cut it out and use it as my display pic. I think imma do that to my eye for halloween. It looks really cool. Wish my eyes were that coulour though T_T
I had thanksgiving dinner at Greg's last night. His dad's going hunting for 2 weeks so they had it early. It was so tasty with the turkey and the stuffing and the like. OI! and can't forget the pumpkin pie. Been doing lots of homework this week. Had to write an essay in english using satire and sarcasm to get my point accross; was kinda fun. I wanted to write "by: sarcastabitch" on it but decided against that. I think i might post it on here sometime later.
Tessa's coming up for the weekend, she says she's going to make us a turkey dinner >.. |
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| 02:30pm 29/09/2004 |
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mood: blah music: crazy guitar playing hippy in cafeteria
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wow, Resident Evil - Apocalpyse was wicked cool! the fight scenes were spiffy and Mila Jovavich is awesome! Her costume was funky too! I only wish the fight between Alice and Nemesis was from further away so you could have seen more, though it was still really cool. ALice can kick ass! ANd Valentine was just cool!. though at the end of the movie i didn't like her hair. ^_^;;; Anyways, I really enjoyed the movie though reviews said it was crap, I think atleast. Greg didn't end up going because he had math homework, so he missed out. Oi! and matt and I had calamari mmm *drools* so good it was! |
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| Fucking Student assistance programs!! |
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| 01:40pm 28/09/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: Sounds of the cafeteria
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Ok so, I tried to apply for a BC student loan the other day and was denied because my parents do not love in BC. So i went to the student financial assistance office here at the uni and they said i had to apply to OSAP... so I did and i was denied yet again because my uni isn't on the list they have. Freaking hell!!!! *mrrs and wants to kill things* Financial aid places can kiss my ass... i will have to try the bank known as my parental units for next semester...... *mrrs* I feel bad though..... but i guess it's a last resort unless i find some other place to try and get a loan from... maybe the bank?
On the upside, seeing as it's cheap day at the theatre, I'm going to see resident evil 2 tonight with Greg and Matt. I'm excited. I also have to go talk to my manager today and find out why i'm not getting enough hours even though i'm one of their best employees.... fucking retail! I also get to go into the halloween store and get some ideas for a manwhorey costume. |
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| update much? |
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| 11:45pm 19/09/2004 |
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mood: sick music: Push up - The Freestylers
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wow i haven't updated in quite some time ^_^;; anyways, what's new? umm.. well i started college 3 weeks ago now, it's pretty interesting. I like college for the fact that i only have 2 classes a day, but i hate it for the fact that on wednesdays i have 2 3 hour labs and i'm at school till 5pm >.>
Aside from school I've been working a fair amount.. ok well i've been working on the weekends. I really like this job, so much better than any i've had before. Greg's spending every thursday night to sunday afternoon at my place ^_^ yay!.... it feels like joint custody with his parents for some reason though >.>..... man are they evil. They call me clingy and possesive, (which i'm not) and then they go and try and control every aspect of his life! wtf is with that!? ebil.... tis the only answer.
I've been sick since wednesday... I had a fever from wednesday - friday... twas rather gross when it broke... i woke up and thought i was sleeping in a puddle. Greg though i had run to the shower and then just jumped back in bed. like i said... rather gross. Now my nose is just all plugged up and i kinda have a headache.
In other news, Fable is an awesome game! i wish i would be able to play it for more than 45 minutes at a time though *shakes fist at people* but i have a love hate relationship with that game.. you see it's really fun... but it makes it so greg ignores me... see love hate relationship.... *sighs* oh well.
but alas i must go to sleep now, i have class tomorrow. *shudders* evil campus has so many stairs! makes my bum sore *rubs bum* (for those of you with gutter minds {so the majority of my frienda] refrain from commenting on that). XP |
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| Oi! where to begin. |
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| 11:20pm 01/09/2004 |
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mood: sleepy music: Cartoon Heros - Aqua
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I am soooo sleepy right now, but here i am, still awake. Well a fair amount has happened in the past few days. Ouiji left VERY early this morning *pouts* bai bai ouiji! *waves* he got home safely ^_^
Adria and Rylan are back! yay! ^_^!! hehe I missed them. We got another couch delivered today. tis ugly but we put a sheet over it. Our house is looking better and better. makes me happy!
Rylan's getting his money soon and he's going to get a whole bunch of groceries and a toaster and kettle and stuff >. |
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| mraow |
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| 02:36pm 25/08/2004 |
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mood: blah music: Rain falling outside and Oui sleeping
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wow i haven't updated in over a month..... well i've had good reason.... *cough*laurel's and evil bitch *cough* yeah so... i am sooooo glad that that shit is over with and i'll hopefully never have to deal with her again.
Anyways, Ouiji's here! wahooO!! he ruined everything though! we were supposed to do laundry and then come back and clean the hosue before he got here, but as we were doing laundry greg got a call on his cell, it was ouiji and he was waiting outside our door... with no one home!! so he arrived to a somewhat messy house ^_^;;; woops
we went to electric lettuce today and ouiji bought a really nice shirt and the owner asked for my # so she could call me for a modelling thingy sometime within the next 2 weeks *blush* I'm kinda excited.
so yeah... the weather is kinda gross to take ouiji anywhere plus he's kinda sleepy still... jet lag finally caught up with him, so we're just lazing around the house and he's napping.
umm.. we're going to go see hero this weekend. and adria and rylan are coming back on sunday! wooT! |
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| happy birthday to meeeeee >. |
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| 02:16pm 19/07/2004 |
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mood: bored music: SHut up - Black eyed peas
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hehe ok, so my birthday was on saturday. I had such a great day! >..... |
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| boredom! |
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| 12:39am 13/07/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: FF7 music
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so boredom has got the best of me and i am going to post about SSBB2.5
I had a lot of fun. I even danced. but shh tis a secret. I only danced by myself where no one could see. Greg got really baked. Laurel and tessa got sooo high. but i had a lot of fun. met a lot of really cool nice people.. got hit on by a bunch of people... one guy even asked if he could make out with greg and i o_O I got free condoms and candy bracelets. Rylan got the cd for us to burn. Tessa went missing for a day o_O thank god she arrived home safe. Got to spend the night at greg's yesterday, was nice to spend time alone with him....
i feel like shit... but oh well....
i might head down to the waterfront if this thunderstorm picks up and just watch the lightning hit the water.... would be pretty...
must fix up matt's lj again later... need him to come over or something...
night all
later days |
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| woot! |
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| 03:53pm 08/07/2004 |
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mood: bored music: Margaret Cho's Drunk with power
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I'm going to Laurel's mom's place on friday night with Tessa, Greg and Laurel. We're spending the night there and then on saturday we're going to a rave! ^__^ my first rave! woot! and I got stuff from my parents! woot!.. I also got b-day presents from my parents, sister and aunt jackie... i wasn't supposed to open them.. but ^_^;; heh.. I COULDN'T RESIST! ;_;
anyways! first rave! and i can go to the bar in 9 days! wooT!
and imma get the back of my hair trimmed today!
hehe birthday soon! *bounces* and i'm going to have a great birthday cuz greg's apparently taking me out to dinner and stuff!! ^__^ |
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